Life changed, though, when he achieved sobriety in 2017. He decided it was time to dedicate himself to his passions and aspirations by pursuing a degree in music.
“When I decided to get sober, I was going to come back to UTSA. But my GPA was way too low, so I went to Alamo Colleges to pick it up,” Zubillaga said.
He began taking music courses and improving his GPA at Northwest Vista College, where he had his first college-level voice lesson. Despite his major recovery, he faced an uphill battle to get his voice back into shape for auditions and to meet the demands of being a music major.
“It does feel like I’m trying to play catch-up, especially when I go to competitions and see kids who’ve been in voice lessons longer than I have,” Zubillaga said.
But the support of faculty members has kept him going.
The UTSA student says life drastically improved upon re-admittance to UTSA. He completely transformed his voice under the tutelage of Crystal Jarrell Johnson, assistant professor of practice for voice in the UTSA College of Music.
“She’s been amazing at pushing me to do better but also very understanding since my situation is a little bit different from everyone else’s,” Zubillaga remarked. “She’s been very emotionally intelligent.”
Under Johnson’s direction, Zubillaga has delivered compelling performances at recitals, concerts and musical productions. Those who have seen him perform say that he demonstrates poise, mature musicianship, and impressive tonal qualities in his voice.
As part of his efforts to pay it forward, Zubillaga works with students as an administrative assistant in the UTSA Honors College.
“It’s been a big inspiration working with students who have done so much when they’re so young,” Zubillaga said. “It’s helped me gain a new appreciation for what the university does to give students what they need to succeed.”
Though balancing his studies while maintaining multiple jobs, bills and family has been challenging, Zubillaga encountered a supportive atmosphere among his peers that helped him succeed.
“It’s always been a very supportive culture. There is constructive criticism, but we always want to see each other succeed and it has allowed me to grow as an artist. That’s why I’m staying for my master’s,” said Zubillaga, who will pursue his master’s in choral conducting.
“I want to be the best musician that I can be, and I think conducting is the next challenge for me,” he said.
